Even though I don't want to. What I want to do right now is give up.
A great deal is going on with my health, both physically and otherwise. None of it good. I don't feel like talking about any of it at the moment, but I will eventually. For now, I am trying to stay busy. Trying to keep breathing. Trying to convince myself to wake up each day and continue on.
It's not what I feel like doing, but I know it's what I have to do.