I'm getting worse.
My family asked that I file for SS Disability again.
They see that I'm going downhill.
Yet they have no clue how hard this really is.
In horrible pain 24/7/365...I never escape it.
I am so weak that I can barely use my arms and legs sometimes. I almost didn't make it up and down the steps tonight.
I waited till I got home to cry.
I don't know what to do.
I've made a doc appointment to discuss my options...again.
I am absolutely at my wits end.
I don't want to be like this.